Am I fine?

Are you fine?

I don’t know

And maybe I never will

Maybe here inside

Nothing is well

But certainly I’ll hide

Thinking to myself

This is not bad or wrong

If they are happy

My joy will be as long

Probably my confusion

Make me run way

Hide my pain

And show just what you want to see

But, in really

My mind is a whirlwind

But my heart is like a calm sea

Deep but inviting

This is why that even though I'm not well

I will just be fine

Because I'll always be in balance

As long they keep by my side