Insane - post

I can hardly speak

Insanity began

I’m away from me

And they are back,

All the memories

I tried  to forget

I’m excluded

Without any friend

Torture begins again

Why all this?

You neither  know me

With the pain that I carry inside

Please,

Give me back what was mine

A world that  I never knew

Was given to me today

How could I lose it?

Is all because I’m  afraid?

I’m invisible

And sometimes I think this is ok

But maybe it should not be

I’ll just try to be ‘myself’ for today

Maybe I can find another kind of reality

Another way of what they say

Where all them  are insane